Sunday, February 21, 2010

To fill in some details

Recently, things with my boyfriend have been really weird, a real roller coaster.  It's either great or we fight.  It gets a bit difficult to handle all the drama.  This month we've had both highs and lows.  Super Bowl weekend, the emotional ride was too hot to handle.  It wasn't really something important but the indifference on both sides felt important.  It ended up blowing up and I asked him to leave, pack his shit and have it out by the weekend.   He slept in the guest room and we worked it out over the next couple of days.  While moving out wasn't what I wanted, the relationship was ready recovered.  Then came Valentine's Day.  The day was really nice.  We spent quality time together the Saturday night before, had a nice meal and the next day had dinner with friends.  It felt like things were back on track.  In talking with one of my friends that knows about my extracuricular activities, we both decided to do something for lent.  I am not usually big into this stuff:  religion and denying myself things that I want.  My friend is giving up booze and I decided to focus on my relationship and to do so, chose monogamy.  As you  know, my first day didn't go well.  Since then, I have been keeping to my word.  At least for now.  I'm going to use this time to evaluate the relationship and figure out which is the true part of the roller coaster ride, the ups or the downs.  Stay tuned as I will update you on things as they go and in the interim, I have enough untold sex adventures to keep you guys happy.

9 comments:

  1. Sorry you're having trouble with bf, but glad you're working out, but sad you're giving up extracurricular activities for now, but excited to see what past adventures you've got in store for us! -Dan

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  2. Well as the Whore You are, KARMA Got You...

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  3. i wish you guys fucked boys together.

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  4. @Duo: It's best to try to figure things out with a clear mind and without distractions.

    @Michael: That's not happening. He does knows that I have others but doesn't want details.

    @Anonymous: I don't understand what you're talking about. I'm taking time to decide what I want and I am making a choice to forgo fucking around for a bit. This is all things that I am doing. It is about me making shit happen. If you're talking about us fighting, that's not related to me fucking around. It does have a bearing on whether or not I want to continue with the relationship.

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  5. Why don't you just date another slut? Problem solved. He could even join in or swap stories with you!

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  6. @Adrien: He's not the slut, that's me.

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  7. Windy City!

    I'm afraid you and your bf are always going to fight about this.

    Good luck to both of you!

    -Dean

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