I do want it.

Friday is here and I get a text from BLS.  He asks me if I'm coming over.  I let him know that I am.  It's been on my mind all week and I know that it's now or never.  The funny part is that I am not really in a mood to bottom but I try to get in the right frame of mind.  I meet up with him and he's looking sexy as ever when I get there.  It doesn't take long before we are in the bedroom, getting naked.  We kiss for a bit before I lick down his body.  I eat out his arm pits, suck his nipples and kiss all down his sides and his belly before taking in his cock.  He has a nice thick cock.  Good size and girth.  I give him head for a bit, inhaling his pubes sucking on his balls.  I try to eat his ass out but he pulls me up. We kiss again before he goes down and gives me head.  He does it for a bit before he reaches over for the lube and lubes up his cock and fingers some in my ass.  He turns me over and tries to take me from behind.  Fuck, it hurts.  Really hurts.  BLS comments that I am tighter than I was the other day.  I suggest that I get on top.  His cock is still ripping me open but it's painful in the good way that makes you want more.  I'm on him riding him and my cock is spitting up precum like a faucet.  It' going all over the place and BLS is turned on by the fact that I am so turned on.  I get some on my fingers and reach back to finger it into his ass as he fucks me.  It turns me on even more and him as by reaching back I have to arch and his cock goes deeper and I can feel it breaking in new territory.  He tells me he's getting close to cumming and pulls out.  He jacks his cock for a few and shoots a huge load all over the place.  I then get on top of him and aggressively rub my cock into him and shoot my load all over his chest.  I lay on top of him and kiss as the sweat and cum is all over. We shower up and I leave, satisfying my urge for cock for awhile.