I never finished letting you guys know what was going so I figured I best before the year ends. The boyfriend and I finally broke it off in June of this year. He never found out about the blog or anything like that but it just happened. No big fight. He asked me one day if I still loved him and I said no. From there, we had a long conversation about things, had one last round of sex which was hot. Angry, break-up sex is fun. The hard part was living together afterward. He didn't leave for a couple of months and it was hard to deal with. I ended up spending more time with Beefy Latin Stud. That was a huge mistake. Break-up with your boyfriend and hang out with your hot piece of ass. Caused more problems at home and with him. He's fun, hot and a great fuck but you can't turn a trick/fuck bud into a boyfriend. It didn't work for either of us and on the down side, it went from being our side thing to meeting each others friends, etc. Now, it's hard to sneak in a fuck without everyone knowing or commenting.
The odd thing I learned about being single again was that I didn't enjoy being as big of a slut. It was more fun to fuck around when I had the boy at home and was doing this on the DL. Odd. Who knew that being single and free would make me less promiscuous.
As for the future of the blog, I'm not sure what to do with it. For now, I'm going to keep it up and post every once in awhile. If you're lucky, I'll tell you about the hot muscle jock I just fucked raw in the office.
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
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Windy City Boy leaves us with a tease. Hopefully we get lucky!
ReplyDeletehehehe...I know exactly what you're talking about.I guess it's something about having a safety net - the bf - that makes me more confident when searching for hook-ups.
ReplyDeletehave fun and a happy new year!
I'm sorry to hear about this, Windy City, yet I can't say I'm surprised.
ReplyDeleteYour ex seemed to be looking for different things than you were.
Let that man be on his way and hopefully he can find love again.
-Dean