The awakening, Part 1.

I went about discovering myself after Joe. I dated but rarely had sex. I created rules that prevented that from happening. Can you really expect a gay man to date you for a month before having sex. All of that changed when I met Nick. I was out at a suburban gay bar, Hunters, with a friend of mine. I remember it like it was yesterday. I was standing by the dance floor and I even remember the song that was playing. I looked over and the most gorgeous guy I had ever seen was looking at me, nodded his head and said hi. I wasn't sure he was talking to me. He reminded me of a Greek god. He was about 6'1, 170 pounds, black hair, brown eyes and an olive complexion. He was an "it" boy. The type of guy that everyone noticed when he went by and even if they didn't know him had an opinion of him. I said hi back. I kept thinking this guy is out of my league but I was trying to act cool so as not to blow it. We continued talking for awhile. My friend came up and said he was leaving and did I want a ride. I was staying at my parents house that night and Nick offered to give me a ride home. My buddy left without me. I really enjoyed our conversation. He was even better than he looked: funny, charming and smart. He also made me feel like I was the only person in the bar, nothing else mattered. He gave me a ride to my parents and pulled into the driveway. We made out for about 30 minutes like a couple of horny teenagers. I wanted to invite him in but my parents were sleeping and I wasn't out to them. He understood that nothing was going to happen, we exchanged numbers and he left. I went in and beat off thinking of him. I had to work the next day it was a LONG day. I was tired, hungover and in the best mood. I was smitten. My buddy called because he read the body language and figured my one month rule was over. He was shocked that I didn't sleep with him. He teased me but I knew he was jealous. All he knew was that this guy was a hot piece of ass. What he didn't know was that I had completely fallen for him and he was going to change everything for me.....