I know it's probably a mistake to post about a comment or comments but every once in awhile it is appropriate. I have been asked by several of you, mostly in email about the break I took at the beginning of Lent. I did learn a couple of things. The first is that it is nearly impossible for me not to fuck around. Any attempts that I make only lead to me holding it in and eventually exploding back out there and making up for lost time. The other is about the bf. If it was as easy as just replacing him with some other guy, I would. But seriously, most of the little sluts that I fuck would make horrible boyfriends. I am a horrible bf. But that is the way it goes, you love who you love and you fuck who you fuck. And they are not always the same person.
I did learn something. The chances of me being a nice, sweet, respectable bf are probably zero. The reality is that I just need lots of sex. In spite of the obstacles (bf, not being able to host at work like I used to), I'll still find it and do it.
This post is somewhat indulgent but shit happens.