Bi-Boy the Prelude

I met Bi-Boy in 2012, right after I stopped writing the blog.  I can't remember how we met met but he was like throwing gasoline on a lit match for me.  He was thin.  Not an ounce of fat, just pure lean muscle.  He was 5'8, 130 pounds, latin-italian mix, with a fat uncut 8 inch cock.  We used to hang out, smoke weed, play video games, watch movies and cum.  You already know you are set up for a break up  when you mess around with a bi-guy.  They either come out of the closet and become a complete mess or fall in love and can't continue things on.  Until they fall out of love.  Or, even worse, they meet a girl and pretend you never existed.  He was the meet a girl and pretend you never existed type.  Which means I fell for him.  He was really cool to hang with but he was amazing in bed.  He was sensual and got in your head.  He made you want him.  I don't know how to describe it other than he knows how to use his body to make you moan and groan.  It's intense and it's hot.  And he ended it just as abruptly and amazingly as it began, in a flash.  I beat off thinking about it.  Ah, the memories.  Until I ran into him in a greasy, 24 hour breakfast place.  And gave him my number.........

New territory

I went out of town recently for business and decided to really enjoy myself.  I had never been to a bathhouse before and figured it was about time.  I know that we have a couple here but I have never really felt comfortable going to one.  This may sound dumb after all the shit I've done and shared but I was nervous about going.  Part of it is based on a more conservative view of my sexuality, part on coming out in the beat it over your head, safe sex era and the other in that I get nervous in front a group.  Not to mention that I didn't want to run into people that I know or would say something to my ex or one of my previous boys. Fortunately, I remembered a posting from a fellow blogger about being a newbie at a bathhouse and it was helpful to have some advice/pointers.  Here's a link to his site:  http://iblastinside.com/tips-for-a-bathhouse-newbie/.  The crazy part of the whole experience is how I created so much anxiety about being there that it was hard for me to perform in public.  I'm not sure that I can ever really get over that sense of awkwardness of sex in public place or in large groups of people.  It makes me wonder if I ever decide to go back whether I should get some Cialis or Viagra.  That being said, I'm glad I had a room so I could overcome my nerves...