Bi Boi and me date -- kinda

I realized that I was losing some perspective with bi boy. I am falling for him.  And that's not a good thing.  Besides the 20+ year age difference,  he is going to end up with a girl.  I'm just the distraction.   I took a step back from him: I cancelled on him, didn't take his calls and texts.  It definitely has made him more persistent.  I eventually gave in and went all in.  We started dating, as exclusively as I was willing to do and I assume that he was out shagging girls.  I haven't written as much about him or my antics in general because I was trying to be present in the relationship until he fucked me over.  I will tell you the ending, he fucked me over (in a way I didn't imagine) so I will write  about him and some others over the next few weeks.