I thought I fucked things up with him. I love fucking his candy apple ass and he only asks for a few of things from me: 1. to eat his ass out, long and deep 2. to give him a good fucking and 3. to banter with him afterwards: as the cum, sweat and lube stick to our bodies. Pretty easy to meet those demands, right? One and two are definitely not a problem. It's number 3 that almost screwed things up. He was a bit mad at me to start as I blew him off during my celibacy stage and didn't respond back to his emails or text messages. We get together and go at it. I tongue fuck his ass for a good 20-25 minutes, almost coming in the process. I love spreading his little ass apart and making out with his hole. He tastes great. He knows how to get ready for a guy. I fuck him after, first with him on top and later doing it doggy style. After I shoot, he jerks off on me and we cuddle. (side note, he always makes me wear a condom but I'm still holding out to breed him) I start talking with him. Eventually, the topic of school comes up and how his grad school process is coming along. Somehow we start talking about his family. I can sense the change in him when he's talking about his dad. He gets angry. He's not needy like Space is, his anger toward his dad drives him to being with older men. I'm probing the subject as I rub his body. He gets really tense and eventually makes it clear that he wants me to leave. I emailed him after and he never responded back. I figured that he moved on. Late last week, he emails wanting to know when I can come over again. He says nothing about the less than gracious exit or the many weeks that have passed. We made plans for tomorrow night. I've had a nice load for him and can't wait to taste him again.
Windy City!
ReplyDeleteThis is kind of interesting.
Like U of C boy, I also had issues with my father (who passed four years ago) and find myself attracted to older men because of it.
I guess our daddy issues make us want to find a "daddy"!
I always knew that was the case for me but this post just confirmed it. It's nice to know I'm not the only one who thinks like this.
-Dean
You are definitely not alone. There are lots of guys out there like you. The reason I wrote about it is there is a difference between the attitudes of a guy like Space who is looking for comfort and UofC who is grudge fucking.
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