He ain't hot enough for this shit

Hot Chocolate has been texting me like crazy. He wants my cock up his ass again in a bad way. There is something about him that draws you in at the same time he has this narcissistic, self-destructive side. I don't know what it is but he drives me crazy in a good way, IE that I want to fuck him good and shoot a load in his ass and in a bad way that makes me want to smack the bitch around. We make plans to meet up after work. I tell him I can leave early and get there between 4:00 and 4:30 and stay for a couple of hours. He texts me the rest of the day to see if I can get up there any earlier. I can't but when I leave I text him. No response back. I head out that way. I get to his place and no one answers the door. I call and text him, no response. I'm pissed. I leave and lay into this bitch about where he is. He finally responds back that he's free. Fuck that shit. I lay into him about blowing me off and this is the fourth time and I'm done with his bullshit. His response is bullshit cause he acts like he doesn't know what I'm talking about or care what I'm pissed. He just wants to fuck and fuck now. Needless to say, the cum sucking gutter slut didn't get one from me cause I told him I'd be right over and never showed. Now he's sending me nasty texts. Fuck him. Serves him right. I don't know why this bothered me so much but I am SO angry right now but it's not about him really. It's bringing back a lot of old memories of my ex and his drug problem and all the shit we went through.